scrawls
still cheaper than therapy*


30.4.07
but how do we get there from here?
this is going to be a crap movie. For, you know, me. Full of hope and bullshit and impossible dreams that i really ought to be done mourning by now. And a million people are going to say how wonderful and inspirational and touching it is and how it has changed how they see things and the way that they will live and that it is one of the movies everyone ought to see.

i have no suggestions. it's all very frustrating. something in me believes that change comes from within. and that i cannot influence that. changes also come from pharmaceuticals and alternatives: another choice i can't make for anyone but me; and without the change-from-within, temporary at best. and i know the path to acceptance but i don't want it. Still. Yet.

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