scrawls.

scrawls

still cheaper than therapy*

28.2.07

the skinny?

i have a pair of Job Interview Pants. and i don't even wear them at every job interview because they pick up dog hair like magnets, and sometimes i wear them to other things because they make my butt look fantastic, but mostly i don't ever wear them because of the dog hair issue. Especially Denali hair. so i maybe haven't worn them in two, three years or more.

(i always forget, also, that i should probably redo the hem.)

and, oddly, i put them on. Because we have no dogs until next week and i might as well, seeing as how they make my butt look fantastic. right? and, oddly, they are almost too big. One month ago, when i wore them to the most recent (and successful) job interview, they were not almost too big.

i sort of thought this might happen, what with all the walking and going up and down stairs. but it's weird, and i wasn't really going for it. if i brought all these clothes and none of them fit me in six months i'm going to be a little bit sad and i think clothes here are very expensive. plus, i was perfectly fine liking my body the way it is. Was. Thing. i was totally fucking hot before, thanks. i'm not supposed to be getting thinner. and i'm all conflicted about liking it.

please, goddess, don't let my chin get all pointy.

Labels: baby, health, reflection

scrawled @ 11:07