scrawls.

scrawls

still cheaper than therapy*

3.10.05

why i am geekier than all of you.

because: ok. i cannot imagine world sans, for instance, emily. (For those of you not keeping track, not my dog, and for those of you keeping really good track, i've been getting better at this every time it happens, since the first time it happened and i was FIVE.) A world minus emily cannot exist. It is not possible. I cannot believe that emily is gone (or a whole host of other people, but i'm talking about geekdom here, and emily is the most recent, monochronologically speaking, reason for grief). This makes me re-question my beliefs on (and this is where a normal, i.e. non-geek, person would say the afterlife or reincarnation or god or theism or the immortality of the soul or religion of some sort, but where a geek with a grounding in superstring theory and the origin(s) of the universe(s) says) time. (Or it did once. Not so much by now.)

scrawled @ 15:53