scrawls.

scrawls

still cheaper than therapy*

12.9.05

sometimes one just has to be vague.

Or else everyone knows what's going on. And by everyone, one means Certain People one might otherwise not want to know what's going on. For instance. liz is a rebel without a cause. (for those of us that were not already aware.) And does not like making people in positions of authority happy, for general purposes. (shut up, it just is, okay?) So if someone who might be percieved, by themselves or others, to be in a position of authority, in even an unconscious way, might be made happy by something that may or may not be happening, well, then, i don't want them to know about it if i can help it at all. Because if they encourage it, then it won't happen any more, and maybe i want it to, only i don't, because i am Succumbing, and Giving In, and after so long i don't particularly want to, because i am NOT ... just ... i don't want to be The Person That Accedes to Certain Things. Like society in general. i don't want to be seen as doing so. liz. does not. yield.

But. Even though one does not want Certain People to get this, one maybe wants to blog it. central tenet of having a blog: Writing is good for me. And therefore, a specific amount (which i may or may not have attained, recently, but we'll see where that goes) of vagueness, cryptic phrasing, extra commas and phrases and unneccessarily confusing and hopefully obscure references, is absolutely vital. Utilize that shizznit.

i am aware that this is a little combative at times. So.

but i have learned something today: wikipedia thinks i would enjoy Lunar Park. And. S, Thomas Pynchon has to be in our club too. please? he totally belongs.

not that i use extra commas.

scrawled @ 22:41